Let me tell u something truthful.. WARNING, its emo.
I kinda miss jh all in a suddenly.. its been a long time ever seen we talked to each other face to face or even smsed.. In my mind.. thinking.. even during exams.. im thinking of her..
When i looked at one of jh's friend's blog and found a picture of her.. picture of her smile.. its been awhile ever since i seen such a happy smile on her face..
I wanna talk to her.. but I just cant.. or should i say.. I dun want.. is like a wall is blocking me.. and theres a reason for it and im not going to tell it out here!! (unless this is a private blog but its NOT)
I dont blame her for not talking to me.. cause its me who dont wanna talk to her.. i deserve to be sad right now.. some brother and sister we are..
Im confuse.. and sad.. and stress.. and happy. XD
Btw, i never had a girl message which says "I Love Ming, Love you always" never!! Never until today!! Thanks to a good friend of mine.. X) I love you too.. Btw, shes a FRIEND!!
For me..
If i like someone i will go down to the max!
If i hate someone i will go down to the max!
If i am happy i will go down to the max!
If i am sad!!! You'll knw the answer..
Im sorry but I Love You..